I have scribbled down some part of my memory from my way
back …..just an attempt, hope it finds its expression!
Whenever I’m angry I feel like walking, long, very long walk
on the streets with no purpose. I can walk from one place to another, one city
to another, one state to another. Walking subdues anger. A long walk drains out
the physical body and mind runs on minimal ego. The moment ego dissolves, there
is no anger. Since if ego is not there, who will get angry ? If you observe
closely, self-convincing mechanism is nothing but ego nourishment. For
instance, if I have to convince myself (or defend myself) for some particular
act, I will throw out reasons to justify my act which would replenish my ego.
Unless, I let go ego, self-transformation will only remain theory. Good to be
in books but tough to handle. Coming back to my point, walking - till your mind
drops. The same principle applies when you go on a pilgrimage located at the
top of the mountain. You need to walk till that point. This drains out all the
thoughts from the mind and a person becomes receptive to the divine
possibility. Possibly, this is also a reason that temples and shrines were
built on the top of mountain ranges.
This very physical body is miraculous. I have heard that
‘physical body has a more deeper sense of memory than mind itself’. So, for
instance, once we get-up from sleep in the morning, our body remembers how to
walk, it doesn’t let us fall. It remembers the training. You might have heard
that if you learn cycling, swimming or any such exercises, you don’t need to
keep a memory of it. Body knows how to recreate it. Although, this may seem
very obvious but body has a much more deeper sense of recognition. Consider the fact that I
went to Himalayas, for once, my mind might forget but my body will never forget. It
retains that memory. So, one should very consciously make a journey to such
places. Very recently, I went to one such place that completely changed the way
I look at life.
The place has a story associated with it. I would want to
take you through with the legacy of that temple and then describe it more
elaborately. While I narrate this story, I’m also recreating the story in
itself and its characters. So, part of it is absolutely true with some garnished
part which is not true (which I’ve added). So, what is true and what is not, I
leave upto you. After all, life is all about finding the truth from the
untruth. Isn’t it?
Once lived a King, his name was Bhoj. He was one of the
wealthiest kings india has seen so far. He had all kinds of luxuries a man can
think of. He had everything a human being can desire. He was so overwhelmed
with his riches that now he felt like seeking the spiritual angle as well. He
had gathered riches so now was his chance to gather spiritual blessings from
god. So, he called upon a Yogi who was an enlightened being and asked for his
opinion. In those days, Kings use to seek opinion from gurus and then the
decision was taken based on those thoughts. The yogi was an established mystic
with knowledge of all the five senses. He suggested the king to establish a
shiva linga with all the seven chakras consecrated. This would mean that the
linga will resonate the power of all seven chakras that a human body is capable
of. The linga will in-turn be like a Yogi in itself without human form and
mind. The idea struck the king and he ordered the entire force to start working
upon the same. Yogi instructed that he would require 7 male and 7 female to
complete the consecration. All 14 people along with the Yogi will form a
triangle within the vortex of which tremendous energy can be generated. This
energy is nothing but life energy in itself. It is the same energy that we get
when we intake food or what we gather from sleep. Hence the process of
consecration is called – praan pratishtha (putting life into a
matter or space).
The process began. The idea was to build a temple where
people can come, sit besides the linga and feel the power of 7 chakras. This
would assist many in taking their first step towards spirituality. Lot of
groundwork was needed to complete the process. Yogi had all the necessary
knowledge that required to form the linga and to consecrate it with life
energy. For every chakra, energy will be plugged into the linga and a lock
mechanism will be applied. This lock will ensure that the linga will retain the
energy for years to come. Though, destiny had its own way. While the
consecration process was almost complete, another king who belonged to some
different kingdom attacked that territory. During the attack, yogi lost his
left leg and the process got stalled. The only way to complete the process
would be to have the Yogi to dissolve himself and transfer his energy into the
linga. Following which, his disciple would lock the energies and complete the
process. The first step was taken. Yogi transferred all his energies into the
linga but the disciple got so overwhelmed with the atmosphere and also with the
fact that he lost his guru, he could not lock the chakra. This resulted in two
things – one, the linga got cracked since it could not retain the energy and
two the pain of yogi’s lost leg got transferred into the linga. Though the
linga could only be 90% complete, it still resonates with tremendous power and
speak volumes of the painful saga of that yogi’s unfinished dream.
The place is Bhojpur, it’s in Madhya Pradesh. It is around
40 kms away from Bhopal city. The temple is located in a village and is at the
top of a hill. One can even take a long walk to this temple from the city. I
feel that the idea to build the temple at the top of the hill would have
been similar as stated earlier. So that, one can drop the mind and come empty.
Fill the empty cup and return.
The Linga at Bhojeshwar Temple |
Betwa River |
Damaged Relics |
On my way back from bhojpur, I was thinking that someday I
may lose my mind and lose all memories that I have gathered so far but my
body will never forget the experience of coming in contact with such an
engineering marvel. It will always take me back and invigorate me with the
energy that shook the very fundamentals of my existence.